My Hero

My Hero♥



My Hero is an amazing man.
He is the bravest man I know.
He is patient...Always patient.
He is one of the only people who can make me laugh everytime I am with him.
He is a miracle worker.
He is strong.
He is so smart and know everything I don't.
He is always giving.
He is always teaching me to be a better person.
He is handsome.
He believes in me.
I know I can always trust him.
He never fails to be there when I need him.
He is one of the hardest workers in the world.
He has given me an amazing unshakeable foundation and I want the world to know that he is a big part of who I am today.
I love my Hero. I love you Dad.
You are amazing and despite all of the hard times and distance you are still the best Dad in the world. Happy Fathers Day. I hope someday I can really show you what you mean to me. Thank you for never giving up on me.

Ittie Bittie update....

So...I am definitely over my little depression stage on Monday! I think I must have been very sleepy, hungry and stressed out about school! All 10 credits are under way...and I am calling myself crazy for taking upon this workload...But I decided to change my little attitude and stay positive! Its about freakin time. I don't plan on having my gloomy self creep back around until the Dreary Winter months, or maybe Finals week in August ♥

So this is a little of what I have been up to....

A little plasmaphoresis...."nope....I still don't have AIDS."

This is my Personal Record in bowling. Yes that is a 179.

My favorite person to be with as of late....my sweet Terror Ty.

Stripes and Pink♥ went to a wedding.

Love this temple!!

Depression moment.

Wasn't Summer supposed to be like...sunny? Relaxing maybe??

Logan knows no such thing. It is Now June 13 and I have not even been to the pool once. Depressing! School is full fledged on a roll...and it is officially kicking my booty. Summer semester takes twice the focus, triple the workload...and a million time a huge damper on Summer plans. My car is struggling, I am still jobless...and donating the maximum amounts of plasma. This was my depression moment. thats all♥
Next time will be a little more cheerful. Once Summer shows up.

{No longer a Teen}

I am 20 and I am Blonde.

I had a birthday last week! It was such a fun weekend and day! You see, I got together with a couple friends and we all went camping! We went up to the gorge and went fishing and boating and riding motorcycles! It got a little crazy:) Then in the morning....all my friends had the priviledge of waking up to my bright and smiling 20 year old self! AHH:) I'm twenty.

I think 20 is a rough age. Lately I have been having a few mid life (20s_ life crisises) haha I will explain that a little later! But here is to being 20...and BLONDE! Kate and I decided late one night to get started at the salon on my lion hair! It was a long....4 hour process....but as the outcome, I am now Blonde! I love it, it is a great change and she did sooo good! She is amazing! Hairstylist of the year!

I feel so BLONDE,old, so young, so alive, and so adventurous...and a lot more FUN!!!

{4.0}

It is possible. Its not easy. It will be many long nights, many early mornings, and missing nap time. It is stressful. It is deep. BUT it IS worth it.

A little background information. I am a pretty confident girl, but when it comes to looking at scores on exams, or grades...I am a nervous wreck. Picture this. Stalling, and taking forever to even gain up the courage to be on the right webpage. Then...I carefully click my way to the "page before the big moment"....and pause....take a deep breath, and make a small hole between my thumbs and pointer fingers....and Look through the magical little diamond shape. I am ridiculous, but it never fails to be my routine....

Ladies and Gentlemen... I finally summoned up the courage to look at my Spring semester grades. Besides the fact that I set a goal for myself long ago to get a 4.0, and failing time after time (not literally getting F's) But not quite getting a 4.0......I went through the normal routine.

And......I DID IT. I got my first 4.0! Like ever...in my whole life!

I love this feeling when everything seems to pay off! I worked my little booty off for this one and I am so glad that I was able to pull it off! What a great semester...a tough one none the less. And now the Bar is set very high....Lets see what I can do now! Bring it on Summer Semester.....I'm praying it will be worth it again!

{Stalling....}

Why can't I focus? Goshhhhh....frustrating, but pretty funny!

Since when do I decide to make a full blown detailed and doodled list of my future children's names?
Since when do I decide to check every blog I ever followed....(well I do this a lot...but its NOT THE TIME)?!
Since when do I gladly volunteer to make an emergency run to Wal-Mart to get my roommate some much needed things hahaha♥??
Since WHEN do I love watching the same Lady Gaga music video over and over and overrr again??

Oh right......Probably during finals week.

Well, I could at least share the new beautiful song with you. I love the sax.

{FINALS}

Yes...Yet again I do believe Finals will be the death of me. Why is this week so stressful? And Why is it that during this VERY important week, I have the least motivation scholastically that I have ALL SEMESTER.....Yes, Finals will be the death of me.

But...When inevitably I make it through them alive and well...I will be looking forward to a special day. I will no longer be a teen. Yes, I am entering the 20 somethings.....♥ I am a little excited. I will be moving home and turning 20 all in the same weekEND. That is if I make it through finals.

I'm burried in books, craving every food you can think of, and trying endlessly to not get too distracted with my "study playlist" music...in the making. I am so grateful for the chance to get an education (on a positive note)!...I CAN COUNT THE DAYS ON ONE HAND untill I am done.

Then...bring on the summer school. Nerd Fest to the max, but I hope in August when I am facing finals again...I will be happy I made the sacrafice. Summer update will be soon!