They say when you know...you know......BUT I don't know.
Relationships are complicated and always have their ups and downs...I understand that. I don't jump to conclusions, and try not to assume what is around every corner. I do not believe our lives are going to be sweet perfect little fairytales. I think there is going to be hard times, and someday through marriage I will have to work at love every day....
But....I also think that at some point in every relationship, everything should come easily. The butterflies, the blushing, the nervousness, the insane way we miss him every time he is not around SHOULD BE THERE. If it's not like the movies (in this way)....that's how is should be! Cinematic and Dramatic...with the perfect ending.
I know that there are so many good guys. I know of one in particular right now,who is one of the most amazing guys I have ever met. But I don't want to stop until I have found that unshakable, romantic...exciting feeling in my heart.
I have learned a lot in my life, and know that trials are going to always be coming my way. 20 years down the road, when I am married...I know trials will still come. I believe that true love is the only thing that is going to help me make it through everything. I want the kind of love that you cannot deny. The kind that you want to be with him every minute of every day. I know it is out there...because I have felt it before. I love to love ♥ (anyone who knows me, knows that quote) :)
If stars don't align, if it doesn't stop time...I will wait for it. I believe he can be the one who finishes my sentences.
This song is exactly how I feel right now♥
Dear kort, I am not going to lie it has been a little while since I have read your blog. I use to read everyday to find out more and more and more about you. As weird as it may sound ha ha. I am not sure what inclined me to read this message at 3:00 am, but I am so glad that I did. I am and have always been looking for that same kind of love that you talk about, I want to find that girl who will love me even when I am more flab then fab. Someone that I don't only see my self growing old and still in love with in this life but also for the rest of our forevers
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